This is an online journal of a nineteen years old averagely introvert girl. She loves to stare into the space and daydream as this is the only way where she could get out of reality and enjoy the short moment of silence. Please do not be surprise if you happen to see her do something weird as deep inside her, there is this uncontrollable urge to do something funny.
She is currently pursuing a diploma in Visual Communication at Temasek Polytechnic. In a few more months time, she will graduate and at the same time holding an uncertainty of where she should move on.
This blog's layout and graphics are all created by Chen SiPei. Please refrain from grabbing things that does not belong to you. Thank you very much for your kind cooperation.
It's hard for me to decide something :( Take the risk & do what you want or trying to do something that makes everyone happy?
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Yesterday was so tiring and I didn't have much of sleep since last week. But I am really thankful for the help from my sister and her friends who helped me out yesterday ;D Though it didn't go that smoothly yesterday but I just hope that I can use what I have an make something out...
It's really hard to continue this journey and I really feel like crying and giving up :( No matter how hard I try to cry but the naughty tears just don't want to come out. I hope I can just cry out and comfort myself that it's going to be ok. How I wish...
There's no turning back now, just got to move on...
I guess I still prefer to blog in black and white photos.
Sometime, I just feel that I don't understand this world at all. Why can't I have anger? Why can't I be frustrated? It is very saddening that when you are angry and frustrated but the people close to you are just judging you like what's wrong with you? It makes me feels like I cannot have anger and frustration in my emotion. But I am a human! I have feelings.
It is so hard to open your mouth and ask credit from someone when that person is your close friend. And because that person is your close friend, it makes it even harder for you to ask. I keep telling myself that I am doing it because you are my very close friend but somehow there is this devil telling me to stop making yourself like a free labor. Haha it's like an angel vs a devil arguing within your mind.
It's hard for me to decide something :(
It's really hard to continue this journey and I really feel like crying and giving up :(
Loving simplicity but it's a killer. I wish something complex can inspire me :(
I guess I still prefer to blog in black and white photos.
It is so hard to open your mouth and ask credit from someone when that person is your close friend. And because that person is your close friend, it makes it even harder for you to ask. I keep telling myself that I am doing it because you are my very close friend but somehow there is this devil telling me to stop making yourself like a free labor. Haha it's like an angel vs a devil arguing within your mind.
